I listened to Michael Jackson's song the "Earth Song"...
Suddenly I feel so useless...
I haven't done anything to make this world a better place...
Then,I listened to "Man In The Mirror"...
My aunt told me to start everything from the smallest thing...
So,I should start from myself...
One person can change a thing...
But it needs more than one person to make a big change...
So,WAKE UP,GUYS!!! OPEN YOUR EYES AND START MAKE A CHANGE!!!!!
^O^
Suddenly I feel so useless...
I haven't done anything to make this world a better place...
Then,I listened to "Man In The Mirror"...
My aunt told me to start everything from the smallest thing...
So,I should start from myself...
One person can change a thing...
But it needs more than one person to make a big change...
So,WAKE UP,GUYS!!! OPEN YOUR EYES AND START MAKE A CHANGE!!!!!
^O^
Feeling very tired after crying yesterday...
I don't even know what I should feel anymore...
Should I feel happy because my dad care for me so much that he become overprotective?
Or I probably should feel sad because I feel like I'm a bird locked in a golden cage?
I never felt so disappointed before...
Now,what should I feel?
Happy or sad?
I don't even know what I should feel anymore...
Should I feel happy because my dad care for me so much that he become overprotective?
Or I probably should feel sad because I feel like I'm a bird locked in a golden cage?
I never felt so disappointed before...
Now,what should I feel?
Happy or sad?
Feeling disappointed and cry...
I'm not okay...
What should I do to make them think from my point of view???
Feeling so tired trying to assure them that I can take care of myself...
I'm not okay...
What should I do to make them think from my point of view???
Feeling so tired trying to assure them that I can take care of myself...
I dun have any idea what the hell is happening to me...
I just feel like...
I'm not feeling well...
Physically and mentally...
Something is wrong with me...
What is it??? Only God who knows it...
Haha...
Anyway... Congrats to all A2 Social students who now are A3 SOCIAL students... Congrats guys!!!
Lophe,
Agnes
Finally...
Tomorrow is my departure day...
Though I only go for 4 days...
One thing for sure...
I'M GOING TO MISS MY FRIENDS SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH...
Right now : feeling HAPPY and SAD and SCARED at the same time
These feelings really drives me crazy...
Waaa......
TO : A2 SOCIAL
LEARN YOUR MATH SERIOUSLY,GUYS!!! DON'T PLAY TOO MUCH!!! YOU HAVE TO PASS THE EXAM WITH VERY VERY VERY GOOD SCORE... GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOPHE,
AGNES
^O^
AGNES
^O^
Going to Jakarta very soon... Feeling very happy and excited.... ^^
PS : Love cannot be forced. The dummiest people in this world is the people who left their friends for something that they haven't grab very firm...
So, for you guys who feel like you are the dummiest person in the world, be conscious!
One more thing, life is reality... Look everything around you... People are not good because you say so...
Here's an advice: Chance doesn't come twice, so use it wisely...
No more broken heart...
One thing for sure, I'll do my best to prove my words...
Wish me luck...
No more broken heart...
One thing for sure, I'll do my best to prove my words...
Wish me luck...
Oh God,please help me...
What great sin did I do in the past?
Please,I beg You...
Please stop this insanity!!!
I'm exhausted and tired of everything...
What great sin did I do in the past?
Please,I beg You...
Please stop this insanity!!!
I'm exhausted and tired of everything...
Hhh... It seems like problems never end. I mean if 1 problem ends, then come another problem...
I'm trying to think positively...
Here's a saying:
"Problem is not always a negative things that should be make disappear immediately... It's a sign of life. There is always a problem in a life"
Recently I found that it is true. I find nowhere in this world except graveyard which has many people inside but not even a single problem exist.
I'm trying to think positively...
Here's a saying:
"Problem is not always a negative things that should be make disappear immediately... It's a sign of life. There is always a problem in a life"
Recently I found that it is true. I find nowhere in this world except graveyard which has many people inside but not even a single problem exist.
I'm going to final Cerdas Cermat!
All thanx to Edi and Haidar...
You guys are genius!
Hahaha...
Wish us luck on final!
^^V
Right now,I'm living in the middle of a broken heart...
Just want to say: So all this shit are really happening to me... Stupid life!!!!
Today I'm feeling much better...
Better physically and mentally....
Andrean and Arif were coming to my house to study...
In fact,they are playing...
Checking out some chicks in friendster...
Hhhh.....
By the way,just want to inform you guys this new gang called "The Desperate School Girls"!!!
GoGo Desperate School Girls!!!
PS : Am I falling again???
Better physically and mentally....
Andrean and Arif were coming to my house to study...
In fact,they are playing...
Checking out some chicks in friendster...
Hhhh.....
By the way,just want to inform you guys this new gang called "The Desperate School Girls"!!!
GoGo Desperate School Girls!!!
PS : Am I falling again???
What's wrong with me these days???
I don't feel like I'm the cheerful person I was anymore...
The old me is happy, cheerful and independent...
Now I'm becoming a pathetic person who likes to count on other people...
I've decided...
I'll get back to the old me...
The cheerful and independent me...
Good-bye pathetic me...
Hallo again the cheerful and independent me!!! ^^
I don't feel like I'm the cheerful person I was anymore...
The old me is happy, cheerful and independent...
Now I'm becoming a pathetic person who likes to count on other people...
I've decided...
I'll get back to the old me...
The cheerful and independent me...
Good-bye pathetic me...
Hallo again the cheerful and independent me!!! ^^
In The End
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
-Linkin Park-
This song is just so me...
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
-Linkin Park-
This song is just so me...
To be honest, I'm not feeling so well today...
Feeling tired...
Not physically...
Mentally, I guess...
Hehe...
One thing for sure...
There are a lot of change....
I must try my best to ignore it or to get used to it...
I'm so tired right now...
Tired to talk...
Tired to do...
Tired to listen...
Even tired to write...
Well,I guess I'm just tired anyway...
Tired to talk...
Tired to do...
Tired to listen...
Even tired to write...
Well,I guess I'm just tired anyway...
I really don't know how I feel right now... Happy... A bit, I guess. For my article especially... ^^v... But I dun know what I should be happy for anymore... It seems like everything is blur right now... I can't see clearly...
Don't know what to write anymore. Actually I write this blog to please my best friend Villin Vivian... Well, at least I can please someone... Enjoy Vill!
By the way, I want to say:
HAPPY B'DAY to my school "MAK"!!!!
Don't be mad at me, "MAK"!
Haha....
^^
Don't know what to write anymore. Actually I write this blog to please my best friend Villin Vivian... Well, at least I can please someone... Enjoy Vill!
By the way, I want to say:
HAPPY B'DAY to my school "MAK"!!!!
Don't be mad at me, "MAK"!
Haha....
^^
Believe it or not,words can kill people. I've taste it myself. Let the words slid through your mouth and it will stab you right on your heart. My point is... Well, I just want to tell you that I've learn about my mistakes which I NEVER did and I just want to say just be careful when you are playing with words. It has the same danger as playing fire... It can burns you to death...
Jacob Black once said,"Life sucks and then you die..." I would be very happy if life is that simple. I hate it when I have to pretend everything is ok when things are not. But,I really don't have a choice. If only people could die when their life sucks. It would be very nice. It would feel great, I guess. A time like this where I'm tired pretending everything is fine,I wish I could disappear. Like I never existed before so I wouldn't have to suffer the pain of pretending. It's like wearing a mask. People can't see who you are or what are you feeling right through your heart. Oh God,how I wish I could turn back the time and fix everything. Oh God,why it has to be like this? I hate it. I wish I could only disappear so I wouldn't have to go through this pain...
Sometimes,problems just make you forget a lot of things. If it's not because of my best friend Villin who reminds me that I've just write 4 THINGS instead of 10 THINGS like the title, I think I'll never realize it. Stupid me... Well,here's the other 6 things...
4. Blogging
Like what I'm doing know... But,make sure you're not daydreaming when you are blogging or else you will just make a bunch of stupid mistakes like mine.
5. Tell someone
Well,you can always share your problems with someone you really trust. It doesn't have to be your parents. It can be your friends or even your dog. Keeping your own problem in your brain will drive you crazy. So,why don't you just spit it out?
6. Write songs
For you guys who love music,you can write your feeling and turn it into a song. Who knows maybe someday your song will end up in a hit-list!
7. Write diary/journal
If you are a type of quite people who rarely talk to other people, you can write your own diary or journal. This really works. I've tried it before with my best friend.
8. Chat
You don't have anything to do and you start thinking about problems and become sad? Why don't you turn on your computer/laptop/PC, install msn/yahoo messenger or whatever that allow you to chat with some friends. You don't have to talk about your problems. You can always chat about a lot of things.
9. Listen to music
I've mention about singing loudly before. Why don't you reverse it? Instead of singing, you can listen to music. It cures better than anything, I guess.
10. Read blogs
Read other people blogs might help. You can read about other people's life and realize in this huge world,I'm not the saddest person. There are still a lot of people who suffer more than me. If I compare my problems to those problem they have, it's nothing.
Well, I guess that's all the ways I can offer for you guys... So,you can always try! Good luck! ^^
4. Blogging
Like what I'm doing know... But,make sure you're not daydreaming when you are blogging or else you will just make a bunch of stupid mistakes like mine.
5. Tell someone
Well,you can always share your problems with someone you really trust. It doesn't have to be your parents. It can be your friends or even your dog. Keeping your own problem in your brain will drive you crazy. So,why don't you just spit it out?
6. Write songs
For you guys who love music,you can write your feeling and turn it into a song. Who knows maybe someday your song will end up in a hit-list!
7. Write diary/journal
If you are a type of quite people who rarely talk to other people, you can write your own diary or journal. This really works. I've tried it before with my best friend.
8. Chat
You don't have anything to do and you start thinking about problems and become sad? Why don't you turn on your computer/laptop/PC, install msn/yahoo messenger or whatever that allow you to chat with some friends. You don't have to talk about your problems. You can always chat about a lot of things.
9. Listen to music
I've mention about singing loudly before. Why don't you reverse it? Instead of singing, you can listen to music. It cures better than anything, I guess.
10. Read blogs
Read other people blogs might help. You can read about other people's life and realize in this huge world,I'm not the saddest person. There are still a lot of people who suffer more than me. If I compare my problems to those problem they have, it's nothing.
Well, I guess that's all the ways I can offer for you guys... So,you can always try! Good luck! ^^
There are 10 things that you might consider to do when you are sad. These things can distract you from every thoughts about your problem for a while. Hmm... Let's start...
1. Read books...
When you are reading an interesting story,you will think about what is going to happen next? How does it end? It will distract your mind from whatever your problem is. But for a hyperactive kid, it might work a different way. They might be not interested in the story but the story will bore them to sleep till their forget their problem.
2. Sing a happy song...
One of my teacher said that singing can cure headache! So why don't you try singing a happy song loudly? Maybe it can cure your sadness! But make sure your neighbors aren't listening to your half-shouting-song or else you will end up in an asylum with more problems.
3. Playing musical instruments...
Of course you don't have to feel sad to play an instrument. But people said that music is one of the best therapy. I've experienced such a thing. Every time I'm sad or upset, I'll play my piano or violin. Though I'm not very good at violin yet (sometimes the violin produce a scratch-on-the-cupboard sound) But it work in many ways.
4. Play at Timezone or Amazon or whatever...
I've just try this recently and it did distract my mind from the problems I've been thinking through the night. I play basketball, dance with one of my friends and let myself have fun for a moment. I felt tired at that time but this kind of distraction really work better when you are tired.
Well,I can't think of another way to wash away the sadness yet. But,I will share if I find it out someday... So,try those things I've written. Who knows maybe it works for you!
1. Read books...
When you are reading an interesting story,you will think about what is going to happen next? How does it end? It will distract your mind from whatever your problem is. But for a hyperactive kid, it might work a different way. They might be not interested in the story but the story will bore them to sleep till their forget their problem.
2. Sing a happy song...
One of my teacher said that singing can cure headache! So why don't you try singing a happy song loudly? Maybe it can cure your sadness! But make sure your neighbors aren't listening to your half-shouting-song or else you will end up in an asylum with more problems.
3. Playing musical instruments...
Of course you don't have to feel sad to play an instrument. But people said that music is one of the best therapy. I've experienced such a thing. Every time I'm sad or upset, I'll play my piano or violin. Though I'm not very good at violin yet (sometimes the violin produce a scratch-on-the-cupboard sound) But it work in many ways.
4. Play at Timezone or Amazon or whatever...
I've just try this recently and it did distract my mind from the problems I've been thinking through the night. I play basketball, dance with one of my friends and let myself have fun for a moment. I felt tired at that time but this kind of distraction really work better when you are tired.
Well,I can't think of another way to wash away the sadness yet. But,I will share if I find it out someday... So,try those things I've written. Who knows maybe it works for you!
As a human who are....just a human,all of us usually meet a lot of difficulties in our life. Like me... Like today... I knew from the beginning that it would be really difficult to make everyone happy. Well,at least to make everyone happy without ruining your own happiness... But I still want to try... You know... Sort of... Who knows... Maybe if I try... But,the thought is just hilarious to me right now. Making everybody happy including me... Haha... What an ironic joke!
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